Mens Mesh Swimwear and Voyeurism
I’m a voyeur from way back. It started when I was younger and noticed that my next door neighbor’s teenage daughter never bothered to close her curtains; not even at night. I would watch her every night hidden by the darkness of my own bedroom as she stripped down to just panties and bra to do her workout routine. Then she would strip those off and go take a shower. I found all of this quite fascinating because I had not really seen a naked female body before.
It was a couple of years after that when I discovered that naked females didn’t turn me on quite as much as they probably should have. It was through something so simple that I found this out. I was parked in my usual spot at my window so that I could watch the girl next door do her usual routine when I got quite the surprise. On this particular night, her parents seemed to be out and she was entertaining a young man in her room. From their actions, he was apparently her boyfriend.
Watching them kiss and cuddle on her bed was quite interesting and exciting, especially when their clothes started to come off. I had seen her body so much that it was nothing to marvel at any longer but I still felt naughty because I was doing something I shouldn’t. However, the real shock came when she undressed her boyfriend. He had such an amazing body, all toned and tanned. It also looked as if he was completely hairless from my distance but it could have been that the hairs were sun bleached.
What really got to me, though, was what he was wearing under his jeans. When she pulled them off of him, he was wearing what looked like mens mesh swimwear. They were a yummy red color and you could see straight through them. As he turned and was facing the window, I could see his cock, stiff and proud, pushing at the front of that mesh material. Without realizing it, I was suddenly stroking my own cock and breathing heavily. I couldn’t take my eyes away from the sight of his amazingly large and beautiful cock.
Never, in all the time I had been watching my neighbor, had I reacted in this way. It was in that moment that I knew without a shadow of a doubt that I wanted men. I was positive that what I was witnessing at that moment was what I wanted to do, only not with a female. All I could think of in that moment is how badly I wanted to wrap my hand and then my mouth around that delicious, engorged instrument of pleasure. I watched as my neighbor did all of the things that I wanted to do to him. Finally, she slipped off those mens mesh swimwear undies and I got my first real look at what she was getting to play with.
I finally lost my view when they lay down on her bed but the image of his beautiful erect cock still burned in my mind. It stayed in place as my hand stroked my own cock faster and faster. The explosion that came over me was stronger than any I had ever experienced. As I lay there gathering my wits about me, I realized what it was I wanted.
The next day, I went shopping at a website a friend had told me about. It’s called koalaswim.com and is known to sell all sorts of naughty men’s underwear, swimsuits and items that are a cross between underwear and sex toys. As I was searching this website for some mens mesh swimwear, I came across many other menswear items that I would never have dreamed of finding. This site captivated me as no other one had. I couldn’t tear myself away from these pages and pages of naughty menswear. In fact, I decided that there were many other underwear items that I like besides mens mesh swimwear.
When I finally moved into my own place, I made sure that I had a high rise unit and a telescope. I checked around and found a building that was across from an apartment building that was home to a lot of gay guys. Living in the building across from it made it easy for me to engage in my favorite activity. Quickly, I found a few guys that apparently felt they were protected from people seeing them because they were so high up in the air and never had any window coverings and always left their lights on.
For weeks, I watched these men to see how they lived in their world. I saw so many couplings over that time period and jacked off constantly. I wanted a man of my own, but had no idea as to how to go about it. I was about to have my man but the way we met wasn’t the usual way.
I was looking through my telescope one night and was just moving it all around to see what I would catch. Then the oddest thing happened. As I focused on this one apartment, a beautiful man was doing stretches and looked as if he was about to start lifting weights. Best of all, he was wearing mens mesh swimwear. I couldn’t’ believe my luck. Settling back, I stripped my pants off so I could grasp my stiffening cock. The next time I looked through my telescope, I got a shock. The guy was still there and was no longer doing stretches. Instead, he was looking through his own telescope----right at ME!
Standing up so quickly that I almost knocked over my telescope, I scrambled away from the sliding glass doors as fast as I could. It didn’t seem smart to look again so I stayed put and sat in the dark. As I was starting to relax a bit, there was a sudden loud knocking on my door. I jumped at the sound so hard that I almost hurt myself. Silently, I glided over to the door and tried to look through the peephole without being seen. The knocking happened again.
“Open the fucking door! I know you were watching me!” came the voice from the other side of the door. “Stop being a pussy and open the door! You want to see me, well here I am!”
Oh man, I thought. How will I ever get out of this? I was so scared that I was about to get my ass kicked that I couldn’t think. On top of that, I was entirely naked. It was becoming quickly more obvious that he wasn’t going to go away so I grabbed my jeans and a t-shirt. Heading to the door, I yelled back “Ok, ok! I’m coming! Stop yelling!”
I opened the door to face this godlike creature. I seriously could not breathe. He had shoulder length, straight, black hair, and piercing blue eyes. His body belonged in a museum; it was that perfect. We simply stared at each other for what seemed like hours. Finally, I said,” So do you want to come in, or do you want to just stand out there in the hallway?”
“Yeah, ok,” he said gruffly. “I’ll come in for a minute so we can have a chat.”
I stepped back and motioned for him to come in.
“My name’s Edward,” I said.
“I’m Jayson,” he said.
“Can I get you anything, Jayson? Beer, wine, soda?”
“A beer’s good,” he replied.
As I got our beers from the refrigerator I saw him looking at my telescope. Since I had knocked it out of position in my haste to get away from the window, he couldn’t tell which apartment I was focused on. I was grateful for the small things.
“Look, I know you were watching me,” Jayson said. “I just want to know what you were trying to get out of that.”
I started to lie to him, but I thought it would be better for me in the long run if I just leveled with him. So I told him the whole story, from the time I realized that I craved men until now. I also confessed that I was a bit of a voyeur. I didn’t leave out a single embarrassing detail. I even told him about my fascination with mens mesh swimwear.
By the time my story was told, Jayson was smiling at me in a rather strange way, but he didn’t seem angry at me anymore. He started to tell me his story then. It was a lot different than mine but the important thing is that he was sharing HIS story with me. We talked into the wee hours of the morning. He crashed at my place that night, although not in my bed. That came later. And once it started, it didn’t stop. We’ve been together ever since. Our biggest decision now is which color mens mesh swimwear we’ll be getting and which apartment we’ll be moving into together.